It was the end of a long day. My fingernails were chipped, my left toe was aching because I'd taken a corner too sharp and there was a coffee stain on the front of my shirt.
The last thing I wanted to do was stop at the grocery store, but we'd eaten out a few times this week and the only foods the fridge was keeping cold were sodas, cheese slices and mustard.
After throwing a few frozen dinners, fruit and a bag of lettuce in my cart, I made my way to the check-out line and took my place behind an elderly woman and a young man as they painstakingly unloaded their grocery cart.
The woman gave the cashier three plastic cards, telling her there was $17 on the first gift card, $12.71 on the second and to put the remainder on the credit card.
It took a few minutes for the cashier to figure out what she was saying, and I found myself growing crankier every time the cashier squinted her eyes and said she didn't get it.
As I waited for some type of understanding to take place, I looked around at my fellow shoppers. The woman standing behind me was on her cell, complaining about her boss.
One line over, a frazzled young mother was trying unsuccessfully to convince her 3-year-old he did not need four candy bars.
There was the quiet elderly couple two lines over, their small cart filled with low-fat cheese, reduced-calorie bread and a day-old cherry pie.
A man in a rumpled business suit was holding a bouquet of roses in one hand and was busily tapping away on his Blackberry with his thumb.
The woman in front of me was still trying to explain what she needed the cashier to do, and I found my patience dangerously close to the "empty" mark. I kicked myself for, once again, choosing the slow line.
I have the worst luck choosing lines, especially when I'm tired and in a hurry. The last time I was in the grocery store, the lady in front of me disagreed with the discount the computer dispensed.
Instead of the dollar she felt she was entitled to receive, the register only rang up 50 cents. She asked the cashier to have someone physically go look at the display so she could get her discount.
I wanted to give her the two quarters so I could be on my way, but something in the way she looked prevented me from sounding off.
Perhaps it was those worry lines around her eyes or the worn edges on her sleeve that told me the 50 cents many of us take for granted meant a great deal to her.
Thinking about that lady, I looked again at the people in front of me. A cane was hanging over the young man's arm, his beard was shaggy, and his pants were a bit too tight.
The older woman appeared to be his mother, and the two of them watched every penny the cashier rang up, and their purchases were the essentials -- no junk food or name brands.
I was buying convenience groceries. They were buying what they needed, using a variety of resources just to make ends meet.
Gratitude is something we often feel when circumstances remind us to be thankful -- narrowly avoiding a fender bender, a friend helps us out of a jam or we make it home safely on a rainy night.
I didn't need a close call to remind me how fortunate I am. That opportunity was as close as the grocery store check-out line.
This article was originally published in The Fort Bend Herald.
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